気持ち… my feelings ~

I’m not sure whether I got the title correctly. Weeks have been tough, since the week before I went down for GACC until yesterday. Finally all the things have been rushed and settled. I even had to work at home during my weekends. Thank goodness it’s over.

So, I think I’m over with my emo days, I don’t or can I say I am not giving myself any more reasons to cry because of my own matters. It’s very painful and tiring. Trying hard not to think about it. Forcing myself to do lots and lots of things to get distracted. Going for movies and such. Spending a little more just to not let myself be alone in the room alone. When I am alone, my soul will wander. . .

For now. Hope things are going on well for everyone, I have a lot of emo friends around me lately. Seeing a lot of them crying. So I was talking to a friend about it the other day. Crying together.

What is the meaning of life? Why am I born to this world to suffer all this? I wish I was never born. The other friend told me. I don’t know. Maybe God wants us to go through this, maybe the things he goes through is 100 times worse? Maybe there are people who suffered even more, why are we whining? We are here for a reason, I just don’t know what it is. Let’s try to fight together all right?

Sorry, I am not being emo, I just wanted to share. I wonder what do you guys think? About your purpose here. When you believe, in GOD, at least some of your questions are being answered. What about those free thinkers who don’t have any believes? Any answers to their questions? Why are we working so hard to survive? Why?  I bet everyone has think about this before? Or probably ignoring it or probably have not think this deep. Haha!

Oh yeah, just a little update, I have not change my phone number, just switching it to DIGI, but the number 012 is still the same. So if those who don’t have my 012, please feel free to pm me in FB or msn all right? I am very sad I couldn’t get back the 016 567 6869 number back. Sighs…

I’m just being random. And here I am back again, writing about rubbish.
Long time no see, my friends. I miss everyone. Here’s my recent photo, taken in the office.
Take care there ~

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